back at the beginning, with a few twists...

I'm at a new beginning...being a doctor, healer, and teacher is my passion. It is my destiny, and now the plotting, planning, dreaming and visualizing is beginning to manifest the results. I was accepted to my undergrad school as part of a pilot program to earn a certification in biomedical sciences. I'm poised to begin a program that will help me to apply to various schools for an education as a health care provider. For the first time in a long time, when I got my letter saying I was accepted, the silent tears I've cried turned from despair to outer tears of joy and gratitude. I'd had a vision and a plan, a hope and a dream for how the course of my life's events were going to go, but now, I have a piece of paper, a tangible document that says, "yes, you're on the right track, and now just keep going." That is just what I'm going to do...the hurt, the gut wrenching heartache of recent memory, a time when it seemed as if I really didn't have any purpose in being here are a thing of the past...and feel like several lifetimes have passed. I'm bound and determined to make this dream of mine a reality, success isn't just an option, but I'm already achieving it, and want more. I know I will have it, then again, I think I already do.